a series of poems: love and war [with myself]

dangerous perfection

Ive changed, even now...
I’m not nearly who I was last
september.
ive hurt people
people have used me
and I’ve betrayed the importance
of my existance.
but looking into your eyes again
being held tightly in your arms
brought back everything I’ve lost,
innocence, a heartbeat,
because you’re my fairytale,
your flaws, your mistakes
they are my perfection
the mere thought of you
is a snake, tightly wrapping
around my heart
your breath intoxicates me
your lips ignite my soul
your hands provoke my heartbeat
you satisy my thirst,forever
you’re my drug, and i am high

-me.

Your first night with her.

Your first night with her.
This is your first night with her.
Catch a glimpse of her smile when
She peaks around the bathroom door
Before she dresses
She walks toward you, with that
Insane hair you love.
Tracing a finger around your lips,
She closes her eyes.
When she opens them again,
Whispers. Until I die.
It’s strange, having her sleep so close...
She thinks so too.
It’s strange, but its nice.
[Don’t worry] she is comfortable with you.
She breathes sweetly as she sleeps
Your lullaby tonight
She doesn’t even have to try, you think
Content tears flow down your eyes.

-me.

Fading

Boy, you warmed my heart
And you melted my soul
But, slowly as our love fades
I feel icy shivers down my spine
That remind me of the dark and frigid winter
That I was trapped in
Before you saed me
From the stale splintering air

-me